Hitting the Wall

        I've been waiting for this day to get here; I've hit the Wall. Typically, the way I seem to be so adjusted and at peace with my disability situation is that I don't put my focus on it. I try to keep myself busy and put my energy into the task at hand. Well, my task for the past several weeks has been writing about and sharing information about disability. This poses quite a dilemma. My task [usually my distraction] is writing and talking about my disability. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
How do I not focus on it when I'm supposed to focus on it.  Clearly, this babbling only supports my claim. Ouch. Those bricks are really hard...

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